Ahad, 27 Julai 2014

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Kau berikanku segala-galanya dan                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         Kau mengujiku dengan cinta dunia                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        yang sungguh indah dan                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Kau hiaskannya dengan intan permata                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        dengan jua wanita                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        dan kedudukan yang memalingkanku                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        daripada-Mu                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Dalam menikmati kurniaan-Mu                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        tak terucap lafaz terima kasihku                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        namun untuk jadi yang terbaik                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        juga masih belum kumampu                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Dalam sujud cintaku                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        fanaku diulit rindu                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        getirnya cemas di kalbu                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        takut hidup tanpa redha-Mu                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Hanya kerna-Mu Tuhanku                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        aku hidup dan ku akan                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kembali pada-Mu                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        hanya pada-Mu dalam                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        sujud cintaku. 

Jgn kau izin

tuhan...                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        jangan kau izin aku lupa                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        jangan kau biarkan aku mendepang dada                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        pasakkan hatiku pada kaki                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        pasakkan ku tunduk sehingga mati                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        tiap apa yang mematah tegakmu                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        tiap yang menolak                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        tial yang memijak-henyak                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        biar di belakangmu                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        jangan dikenang                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        moga dibuang dendam dan sayu 

Khamis, 24 Julai 2014

Being...

being frusted with everything..                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        hadir tatkala susah                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        mnjauh bila hati legang..                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        semuanya musnah.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        tegar lari biar dimaki..                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        bila ada kau mencaci..                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        jgn rsa sglanya selesai, dgn tuhan kau belum langsai.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        aku bukan yg meninggi                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kerna aku muncul tatkala aku di tanah lumpur.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        biar kau rsa kau megah bila aku hancur                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kerna aku akn bangun pabila kau mundur!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        apa aku kata bukan ugutan                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        aku kata untuk ingatan.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        tiap kata kau aku simpan                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kerna kau bukan lagi yg aku banggakan                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        aku tulis aku kecewa                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        aku bangkit supaya kau buka mata                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        semuanya sama 

Rabu, 14 Mei 2014

Belajar tajwid

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         ROMANTIKNYA SEORANG AHLI TAJWID DGN ISTERI                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Isteriku, saat pertama kali berjumpa denganmu, aku bagaikan berjumpa dengan Saktah hanya bisa terpana dengan menahan nafas sebentar.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Aku di matamu mungkin bagaikan Nun Mati di antara idgham Billaghunnah, terlihat, tapi dianggap tak ada.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Aku ungkapkan maksud dan tujuan perasaanku seperti Idzhar, jelas dan terang.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Jika Mim Mati bertemu Ba disebut ikhfa Syafawi, maka jika aku bertemu dirimu, itu disebut cinta.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Sejenak pandangan kita bertemu, lalu tiba-tiba semua itu seperti Idgham Mutamaatsilain melebur jadi satu.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Cintaku padamu seperti Mad Lazim ...                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Paling panjang di antara yang lainnya...                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Setelah kau terima cintaku, hatiku rasanya seperti Qalqalah Kubro..                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        terpantul-pantul dengan keras.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Dan akhirnya setelah lama kita bersama, cinta kita seperti Iqlab,                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        ditandai dengan dua hati yang menyatu.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Sayangku padamu seperti Mad Thobi'i dalam quran.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Baanyaaakkk....!!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Semoga dalam hubungan kita ini seperti idgham Bilaghunnah,                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        cuma berdua, Lam dan Ro' .                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Layaknya seperti Waqaf Mu'annaqah, hanya boleh berhenti di salah                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        satunya, kau atau aku?                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Meskipun perhatianku terlihat sembunyi seperti  Lam Syamsiah, cintaku padamu seperti Alif Lam Qomariah, terbaca jelas.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Isteriku, kau dan aku seperti Idghom Mutajanisain.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        perjumpaan 2 huruf yang sama makhrajnya tapi berlainan sifatnya.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Aku harap cinta kita seperti Waqaf Lazim, terhenti sempurna di akhir hayat.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Sama halnya dgn Mad 'Aridh dimana tiap mad bertemu Lin Sukun Aridh akan berhenti, seperti itulah pand anganku ketika melihatmu.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Layaknya huruf Tafkhim, namamu pun bercetak tebal di fikiranku                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Seperti Hukum Imalah yg dikhususkan untuk Ruo' saja, begitu juga aku ya ng hanya untukmu.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        Semoga aku jadi yang terakhir untuk kamu seperti Mad Aridlisukun.